Try and define

the energy it takes to write these lines.

that I find

useless all the time.

Everyday

I try not to stay awake.

But instead asleep

A safety net I keep.

Get up

and over

don't cave in.

Get off

and under

tell me again.

Capsized.

Leave those in betweens

for someone else.

Sure as a headache comes and goes

so will you.

Use your failed sense of worst hue red

Down and into

every piece of all of you.

Its more of a thought I think

than anything.

Everyday

I try not to say your name.

But end up failing

in the worst of ways.

Such a beautiful thing to waste,

and just as easy to replace.

Tell me again

and this time I'll be sure to listen.