hey pretty, whats on your mind

nothing here, an endless night

fed up and sick, tired of me

my thin boy voice ruins everything

oh sweetheart dont say such things

we dont know whos listening

dont talk, dont smile

just silently walk on by

my emily says oh lad

what has she done

to my darling innocent boy

my favorite late night someone

i wish you were here to kiss me

and scream damnit lad i need you back

emily rolls over in bed and says

it is really so bad?

hey pretty are you secretly sad?

questions i dare not ask

fed up and sick, tired of this

such simple things i miss

oh sweetheart dont say such things

we dont know who's listening

the only thing that can build this gap(?)

is the one who doesn't want me back

my emily says oh lad

how long can this last

as long as it takes to get that attention

so safe at last

i wish you were here to hold me

and scream damnit lad i need you back

emily rolls over in bed and says

you dont want that

so heres my advice to you

this shouldve turned out different

but it didnt, so get over it

but dont you find it reassuring

that one constellation glowing

my darling boy it wont snow where she is going